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Aug. 17th, 2023 06:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cesouraabt the apcsp, idk if i ever actually passed since i bullshitted my way through. i probably got a 2 LMFAO im never taking an ap class ever again
anyway, over the summer i diddd... *drumroll* absolutely nothing !! i binge watched kimi ni todoke. I ALSO HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW? an online one. a.. discord boyfriend. but at least he doesn't live an entire ocean away (but he's across the country so im not gonna be able to see him in real life anytime soon)
i love him a lot, he makes me really happy. i love how hes not ABUSIVE! (my standards are below the floor) he's really patient and doesn't mind that im slow and i struggle to understand thingsss, he doesnt yell at me ^^ ive heard him yell before (gamer boyfriend asmr) and it was kinda scary but thats just me not liking when voices are raised in an angry tone. another thing is we watch movies and the website he uses loads 30928394792 and buffers for 2389329080 even more seconds and he starts getting frustrated and i start getting scared hes gonna get angry at me for whatever reason. yeahh, my last ex fucked me up... anyways we started dated around a month ago and im really happy.
im in 11th grade now! time to figure out how scholarships work and look into colleges and figure out what i actually wanna do with my life. i know i want to do something with art, but im not sure what. art has always been something i really like,, i have to get on the art grind. ive been on art block for 8 months. i miss pumping out art.
im pretty happy with my schedule this year. for some reason, our school decided to implement block scheduling and fall break on the same year. but at least i have one semester of math! technically, after this math class i dont have to step into a math class ever again but i wanna take dual enrollment next year so... college math here we go!!
also, what the actual fuck is going on in my school? we're on the 4th week, right? there have been SO MANY FIGHTS. and in one i think there was a gang involved...?
it happened in the cafeteria, ofc there was a fight. you see students crowding around the fight going "OOO!!" and i heard a loud bang (i still have no idea what that was??) and somebody yelled that somebody else yelled that they had a gun and suddenly all of the students were running away from the fight, blabla... i went to my lunch table and i was like "wtf happened" and theyre all like "we dont know"
they LOCKED US IN THE CAFETERIA?? people were going outside and running away. then they dismissed us and everyone was going crazy, another fight happened down the hallway. there was blood on another hallway and it was closed. it was the route me and my friend had to take to get to class, so since it was closed - we took a different route.
when we got to class we were put on soft lockdown until the day was over. someone went to the hospital and 6 students (football players) were arrested. anyway, the next two days we had to go through metal detectors and now my school wants to get rid of metal water bottles/scissors/3-ring metal binders since the metal detectors delay students getting to class.
im taking anatomy this year and my teacher is silly. he writes dad jokes on the board everyday. its a lot of memorization (im trying. i should study) but the class is silly. two of my friends are in that class and i can talk to most people in there.
my second class is precal and i dont have any friends in it. i dont like asking teachers for help for various reasons, so im thinking "man... not only am i lonely, i wont have anyone to help me when im having trouble." and then BAM! my boyfriend is good at math, so he can help me. so far its okay, since its just algebra 2 (for now), buttttt i should probably ask him for help soon. im getting a weensie bit slumped, and we're literally just doing factoring
my third class is baking/pastry. i took culinary last year with the goal of being in a class with my bestfriend the next. and now im in a class with him!!!!!!! weve been friends since elementary school (over 7 years) and i absolutely love seeing him everyday
last class is sociology and ive been reunited with a teacher i had my freshman year. shes really cool!!!
thats what this semester is gonna be like. next semester, i know i have a class with one friend. its gonna be US history/english/tourism and hospitality (thats the class i didnt pick but ill accept it)/baking & pastry
one thing id change is tourism and hospitality (why did they put me in that class when i wanted to be in art? hello? what are u thinking????) but if i were to change that class, it probably wouldve fucked up my entire schedule and ion want that
anyways, that is the update! my fingies hurt
anyway, over the summer i diddd... *drumroll* absolutely nothing !! i binge watched kimi ni todoke. I ALSO HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW? an online one. a.. discord boyfriend. but at least he doesn't live an entire ocean away (but he's across the country so im not gonna be able to see him in real life anytime soon)
i love him a lot, he makes me really happy. i love how hes not ABUSIVE! (my standards are below the floor) he's really patient and doesn't mind that im slow and i struggle to understand thingsss, he doesnt yell at me ^^ ive heard him yell before (gamer boyfriend asmr) and it was kinda scary but thats just me not liking when voices are raised in an angry tone. another thing is we watch movies and the website he uses loads 30928394792 and buffers for 2389329080 even more seconds and he starts getting frustrated and i start getting scared hes gonna get angry at me for whatever reason. yeahh, my last ex fucked me up... anyways we started dated around a month ago and im really happy.
im in 11th grade now! time to figure out how scholarships work and look into colleges and figure out what i actually wanna do with my life. i know i want to do something with art, but im not sure what. art has always been something i really like,, i have to get on the art grind. ive been on art block for 8 months. i miss pumping out art.
im pretty happy with my schedule this year. for some reason, our school decided to implement block scheduling and fall break on the same year. but at least i have one semester of math! technically, after this math class i dont have to step into a math class ever again but i wanna take dual enrollment next year so... college math here we go!!
also, what the actual fuck is going on in my school? we're on the 4th week, right? there have been SO MANY FIGHTS. and in one i think there was a gang involved...?
it happened in the cafeteria, ofc there was a fight. you see students crowding around the fight going "OOO!!" and i heard a loud bang (i still have no idea what that was??) and somebody yelled that somebody else yelled that they had a gun and suddenly all of the students were running away from the fight, blabla... i went to my lunch table and i was like "wtf happened" and theyre all like "we dont know"
they LOCKED US IN THE CAFETERIA?? people were going outside and running away. then they dismissed us and everyone was going crazy, another fight happened down the hallway. there was blood on another hallway and it was closed. it was the route me and my friend had to take to get to class, so since it was closed - we took a different route.
when we got to class we were put on soft lockdown until the day was over. someone went to the hospital and 6 students (football players) were arrested. anyway, the next two days we had to go through metal detectors and now my school wants to get rid of metal water bottles/scissors/3-ring metal binders since the metal detectors delay students getting to class.
im taking anatomy this year and my teacher is silly. he writes dad jokes on the board everyday. its a lot of memorization (im trying. i should study) but the class is silly. two of my friends are in that class and i can talk to most people in there.
my second class is precal and i dont have any friends in it. i dont like asking teachers for help for various reasons, so im thinking "man... not only am i lonely, i wont have anyone to help me when im having trouble." and then BAM! my boyfriend is good at math, so he can help me. so far its okay, since its just algebra 2 (for now), buttttt i should probably ask him for help soon. im getting a weensie bit slumped, and we're literally just doing factoring
my third class is baking/pastry. i took culinary last year with the goal of being in a class with my bestfriend the next. and now im in a class with him!!!!!!! weve been friends since elementary school (over 7 years) and i absolutely love seeing him everyday
last class is sociology and ive been reunited with a teacher i had my freshman year. shes really cool!!!
thats what this semester is gonna be like. next semester, i know i have a class with one friend. its gonna be US history/english/tourism and hospitality (thats the class i didnt pick but ill accept it)/baking & pastry
one thing id change is tourism and hospitality (why did they put me in that class when i wanted to be in art? hello? what are u thinking????) but if i were to change that class, it probably wouldve fucked up my entire schedule and ion want that
anyways, that is the update! my fingies hurt
