gettin of my chest
Apr. 4th, 2023 12:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cesoura*jumps on top of ledge, grabs a megaphone,
i!!!!!!!!!! hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
honestly, this should NOT be as difficult as it is. am i making it difficult? im really confused about everything man. i made the app thinking “oh yeah, i got this in the bag! those 30 points are MINE!!” in reality i dont. im struggling so bad, im so confused and i want to bury myself underground with my plushies for comfort. maybe even have a lil snack or two - preferably any form of nerds or smarties. i have no idea what im doing wrong?? mannnnnnnn
its not stressful, but it is. i say “oh idc abt school” BUT I DO! i dont wanna fail something when i probably could do it. i dont know where to start and i dont know what im doing and i just dont know ANYTHING. its so WEIRD AND I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY MAAANNN i have 6 days to finish this. six will turn into five, then four, then three then two and BAM! THATS AN F RIGHT THERE!!! i dont even have that much time. but 1 hour compared to the 16 that im awake, i should be fine.?? i really dont know ;;
i kinda just wanna sleep it off
i!!!!!!!!!! hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
honestly, this should NOT be as difficult as it is. am i making it difficult? im really confused about everything man. i made the app thinking “oh yeah, i got this in the bag! those 30 points are MINE!!” in reality i dont. im struggling so bad, im so confused and i want to bury myself underground with my plushies for comfort. maybe even have a lil snack or two - preferably any form of nerds or smarties. i have no idea what im doing wrong?? mannnnnnnn
its not stressful, but it is. i say “oh idc abt school” BUT I DO! i dont wanna fail something when i probably could do it. i dont know where to start and i dont know what im doing and i just dont know ANYTHING. its so WEIRD AND I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY MAAANNN i have 6 days to finish this. six will turn into five, then four, then three then two and BAM! THATS AN F RIGHT THERE!!! i dont even have that much time. but 1 hour compared to the 16 that im awake, i should be fine.?? i really dont know ;;
i kinda just wanna sleep it off
